| | so, i think i need to make extreme home makeover part of my quiet time. this episode was about a little girl with a hole in her heart. wondering each day if the pollution that seemingly doesn't affect those around her, could cause her not to wake up in the morning. lately, thats me. the organ that pumps life into my veins feels incomplete. unable to do it's job. yet, unlike this sweet, amazing little girl...the hole in my heart was created by my own sinful self. my own self destruction. her character, not yet tainted by what the world has to offer, stands strong. still,she struggles each day to survive. i too struggle. i breath in deception, lies, immodesty, and hate. seems to be what this society thrives on.
im no good. im really no good. but i am trying. one of the designers said we can't heal her, but we can help her live a life with a few less worries. so while a new house with really cool stuff inside would ease the worry of lizzard and mice spottings, i know ultimately it doesn't matter what location, what surroundings--each day im still surrounded by death. and i must choose to live. choose to breath. choose to survive on the grace im blessed with.
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